I haven't been sleeping well for two weeks now! I have been off work for most of that time and I don't get paid for it!!
As well as the tinnitus my ears feel blocked, they make squelching and popping noises and I am having dizzy spells. I feel like jacking in all this training at the moment as I am mightily pissed off with these setbacks. I have been to the doctor's and he has given me some steroid based nasal spray and extra strong anti-histamine, which have done fuck all so far (as I expected). Currently waiting/hoping to get to see an ENT specialist.
I don't know how long I can hold it all together, my head feels constantly blocked.
Hopefully I'll pass through this phase, I've been here before and it's difficult to see any light when you get this low.
Bollocks.
Saturday, 3 October 2009
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